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(no subject) [Feb. 2nd, 2006|10:09 pm]
biotears123
[mood |annoyedannoyed]

ok so i was really good these past few days. 340 cals 1st day and 230 the 2nd! althoughhhh i splurged AHH!!!! tonight i ate my oatmeal and then i reached for a box of this all natural peanut butter bumper cereal which is really tasty and i ate prob like 2.5 servings. (130 per serving) i am sooooo mad at myself i can't even tell you. i spit up some of it but most of it is still with me. ugh i guess i'll just have to have basically NOTHING tomorrow to try and balance it out. today i consumed like 750 cals and i am so annoyed and so disappointed in myself.
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(no subject) [Jan. 31st, 2006|06:51 pm]
biotears123
[mood |contentcontent]

hey everyone, i fasted for 21 hours. i wasn't going to eat until tomorrow if i was being watched but i broke because my mom was pounding me to eat and if i didn't she would be able to tell. but all i had was some cauliflower and a little salad so i figured it was healthy and low cal anyways. i also had a handful of blueberries but that was it. now i'm done eating until tomorrow night at dinner if i'm being watched. if not then i wont eat tomorrow!
alright hope every ones doing great!
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(no subject) [Jan. 25th, 2006|07:27 pm]
biotears123
hey guys, i've come for some help. i just got on the scale and i am 15 yes i said fucking 15 lbs more than i was in august/september. i am so depressed i cant even begin to tell you. i thought these past few days i had been doing better but acording to the scale i've been awful! on top of it i should be studying for my midterms but i am too emotional to care about my studies. i am in tears and feel so fat and disgusting. i need some way to get thin and quick so i have some hope to get back on track and return to my aug/sept weight. PLEASE HELP ME. I am destoryed and crushed by what i have just discovered.
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ok [Jan. 10th, 2006|05:33 pm]
biotears123
[mood |indifferentindifferent]

ok so today i was good compared to the past few days. i had some pineapple and hot tea for breakfast, brought some carrots to school in case i felt weak (ate 6 of them). when i got home i had some lettuce with the ginger dressing from the japanese restaurant. dinner was oatmeal and some more tea. oh i also had 4 cubes of spicy pepper cheese.
i am all done for today. i will probably do crunches later but no more food! hopefully i will be even better tomorrow.
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ok [Jan. 10th, 2006|05:33 pm]
biotears123
[mood |indifferentindifferent]

ok so today i was good compared to the past few days. i had some pineapple and hot tea for breakfast, brought some carrots to school incase i felt weak (ate 6 of them). when i got home i had some lettus with the ginger dressing from the japanese resturaunt. dinner was oatmeal and some more tea. oh i also had 4 cubes of spicy pepper cheese.
i am all done for today. i will probably do crunches later but no more food! hopefully i will be even better tomorrow.
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(no subject) [Jun. 4th, 2005|11:52 pm]
biotears123
[mood |depresseddepressed]

well i keep finding myself fatter and fatter and its really depressing. i dont even know what to do anymore. i had lost weight and now i feel as if its comming bak very rapidly. its really upsetting. i try to sleep becuase i dont want to have to deal with the way i look and feel. please someone help me get bak to losing weight! PLEASEEEE!
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(no subject) [Jun. 3rd, 2005|10:38 pm]
biotears123
[mood |scaredscared]

hey im curently getting over mono so i have to b very careful with wt im doing because i am very weak, its actully kind of scary becaseu ex. today i was afraid to walk around becuase i was gettin so dissy so i had to eat a normal dinner but now im afraid of gaining weight :/....i also want to loose about 7 lbs by the 14th or 15th, thast about 11/12 days from now...any suggestion? please comment!!!
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(no subject) [May. 26th, 2005|09:48 am]
biotears123
[mood |tiredtired]

hey i'm a new memeber and here are my stats:

height: 5'7"
BMI: 21.0
CW: 134
LW: 125
HW: 147
STGW: 125
LTGW: 118

please, if anyone has any suggestions on how to keep me motivated from not eating or has any comments please let me know
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